
The Sacred Language of Tears
There are moments in our walk with God when the vocabulary of human language falls short. We come before the throne with burdens too heavy for words, intercessions too deep
Written by:
Apostolic Bishop Jerry Pena
God’s Anointed Servant
Spiritual Overseer—Apostolic Impartation of Fire Ministries
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Why Faith Cannot Be Manufactured — Only Received
Let me ask you the most uncomfortable question a believer can be asked, and let me ask it plainly: Is your faith working?
Not, do you believe in God. Not, can you recite the right doctrines. The question is far more honest than that. When you pray, does heaven move? When you stand on a promise, does the mountain shift? Or do you find yourself weeks later in the same place, repeating the same words a little louder, hoping volume will accomplish what conviction has not?
After more than forty years of walking with God’s people, I will tell you what I have learned: a great many sincere believers are operating with a faith that does not work. They are doing all the motions and saying all the right things, yet the heavens over their lives feel like brass. If that is you, take heart. The problem is almost never that God has changed. The problem is that we have been taught to manufacture faith when the saints of Scripture simply received it.
We speak of “working up our faith” and “generating enough faith,” as though God waits for us to produce the raw material that activates Him. But Scripture tells a different story:
“For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith, and this not from yourselves; it is the gift of God.”— Ephesians 2:8 (BSB)
And how does this gift come to us?
“Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of Christ.”— Romans 10:17 (BSB)
Faith is conceived in the heart when a word from God is truly heard — not mere information about God, but revelation that grips you. This is why the heroes of Scripture were not straining. Faith was not something they had to keep stoking; it had been planted in them and had grown roots. When the moment came, it did not have to be summoned. It simply came out of their mouths, because it was already in their hearts.
If your faith is struggling, there is usually a reason — and it is one of these:
Look closely at those whose faith Jesus praised, and one golden thread runs through every one of them:
In every case, faith rested on the Person and His word, not on the outcome or the circumstances. Circumstances change. Outcomes delay. But the Person does not change — and a faith anchored there cannot be moved by what moves.
The faith that moves heaven is not the hype of “by faith, by faith, by faith.” It operates from rest, not strain — like a child resting in a trusted Father, not a beggar pleading with a stranger. It is the very faith of God, received and flowing through a surrendered vessel, moving what no human effort could touch — and when it moves, all the glory returns to Him.
So stop trying to manufacture faith. Return to the fountain. Position yourself to hear. Let faith be conceived by His living word, anchored in who He is. The cure for struggling faith is not a better technique — it is more of Him.
When we have Him, the faith for everything else flows from the fountain of His presence. It is Him. It has always been Him. And He is more than enough.
Father, I lay down the weary labor of producing faith in my own strength. Draw me back to You, the fountain of living water. Open my ears to hear, conceive Your faith in my heart, and anchor it not in outcomes but in who You are. Restore to me a faith that rests — and a faith that works. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

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